Friday, March 15, 2013

Precious


I look round and see,
Life’s not precious.
People are murdered, tortured, abandoned,
Every day.
Treated as objects,
Treated as interchangeable parts of the machine
That produces,
Someone else’s wealth.

“I do not need you;
“To do this job“,
“To take care of our children“,
“To look after me when I am old“,
“To hold me when I am in pain.”
“There are replacements waiting on queue,
To take your place.”

“I do not need you;
“I can find someone else“,
“I can make more.”
“You have no more value than a random log,
In a pile of wood.”
“You are replaceable.”

“I don’t need you.”
“You are not of value.”
“You are expendable.”
“Your death is just,
Collateral damage.”
“Your death is justice,
For what you believe.”

Every day people experience these words,
These feelings,
These lies,
These ends,
Because there are so many people.
Because some people believe
In life after death.

You will go without work,
Without companionship,
Without support,
Without sustenance,
Without shelter.

“I don’t care if you disappear because”;
“You can be replaced.”
“When you die
You will reap a greater reward.”
“I will be a martyr.”
 “You do not believe in my
Life after death.”
“You are damned.”
“You are evil incarnate,
A tool of the devil.”

When the cupboard is full
Pull out a new box of crackers,
And if one falls on the floor
Throw it away.

When the cupboard is bare
Pull out the last box of crackers,
And if one falls on the floor
Retrieve it,
Eat it.
Be glad you have food.

As long as humans reproduce
As if the cupboard is bare
And hard to fill,
People will be thrown away
As if they are expendable,
As if life is cheap,
As if life is not precious.

Monday, March 4, 2013

Can I Wait?

I want time to become me.
I have obligations,
That I carry out
Because they are the
Right thing to do.

I have duties,
That I fulfill
Because I feel
Responsible for my debts,
Responsible for my needs.
Responsible for what I want,
For myself and others.

And this does not leave me time,
To breath,
To rattle around in my world and wonder,
What do I want to do
When I have nothing to do?

I am over booked.
I am unable to relax.
I am failing to be me.

I do not have the time or energy
To explore me,
To look to my imagination and wonder,
What if….

It is just, next, next, next……
I’m sorry I didn't get that done,
Next, next, next……

There is no time to explore.
There is no time to fail.
There is no time to imagine,
There is no time to dream,
There is no time to find me.
There is no time to work on what I could be.